Monday, March 30, 2009

Living in a Bubble

I wanted to put my feelings into words about my dad and everything that's going on with that, but didn't know how for the longest time. Then I read my sister's blog and she said it perfectly. I am:

She also said, "For the past couple of weeks, I've been living in a bubble. Real life is going on all around me, and I'm participating yet I'm going through the motions without much feeling or comprehension."
Thank you Mindy for saying exactly how I feel. And sorry I didn't come up with it on my own. It just feels good to get it out there.


Windy said...

Janece I love you so much. I feel so overwhelmed and blessed to have such wonderful neighbors on the sides of me. Please anytime you need to talk or just need a shoulder to cry on, don't hesitate or feel silly. For petes sake you heard me bawl like a baby the other day. Haha. Girls....

Christi said...

Anything and everything you feel is perfectly normal. I'm sorry you are going through this.

Villarreal's said...

Sorry hunny! Eric's mom has cancer as well and I dont think anyone knows what an ugly disease it is until they have watched someone fight against it. Family is the one thing that you can draw strength from. Remember that, big hugs!

Jyl said...

Janece, I am so sorry~ I wish I was in a place to be there for you everyday! I remember all of those feelings, they usually dont go away for some time, but I know that a girls night would be healthy for both of us to just divert our thoughts elsewhere for a moment. Did I tell you how much I love and appreciate you? well I do.

Maria said...

Wow, that is a good way to describe it. I'm so sorry you and your family have to go through this. Let me know if I can help. (and yes we did get the picture, tell Lucas thanks- Rachel gave it to Max and he loved it!)

Kenna said...

Oh, JaNece, I hope all turns out well. You are such an amazing person, and I'm learning a lot from you. If you ever need anything, feel free to call! Love you!

Casey and Whitney MCkell said...

I want to go on that girls night with you and jyl!!!! I love you Janece and through everything you are going through you have been such a strengh for me!! Thanks!!! You are amazing I freaking love ya!!!

Alison said...

JaNece, I am so sorry!! Cancer is such a terrible thing and I wanted you to know we are praying for your family!